Monday, December 6, 2010

How am I preparing for Jesus' Coming/Christmas?


Just a "Little SomeONE" to think about. . .

Yesterday at Church, there I heard from the Gospel of St. Matthew.  It was about John the Baptist proclaiming of the coming of Jesus.  Relevant to now, as well, as we prepare for Christmas.

The points I gathered  were along the lines of how John might question us, now days.  How would he  see us and what would he say to us?  As he was so ever zealous of the Lord.   A couple of things come to mind that I  began thinking about.  Are we that call ourselves Followers of Christ upholding His teachings?  That is the big one.  All included would be what follows.


Matthew 3:3    . . . . "For this is he who was spoken of by the prophet Isaiah when he said, "The voice of one crying in the wilderness, prepare the way of the LORD, make straight His Paths. . . . "  

Ask yourself these things as you prepare for Christmas.  I am doing the same.  And in that, is your body a temple He can sanctify?  A place He can come right in and work and dwell?  Is His path that leads to your heart straight and just? Ask yourself these things:

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Going on a Date with GOD

So, When was the last time anyone went on a date?  With God? 

I have realized today that I havent spent much "alone" time with Him, without the kids and or hubby around. (Our prayers are usually said together.)  Today I had the wonderful opportunity to leave my kids with a friend (a playdate my kids much deserved), and my sister-in-law, who is the best ever.  So, naturally, I made "the call" to go out with God.  :) 

Things this morning, started off rather. . .  NOT normal.  I have been so off-schedule lately.  I'm talking, as a homeschooling mom, who has been booki-ing all month long, sleeping in until 11am, and eating breakfast for lunch kinda thing.  *sigh*  SO, I was waking up and getting out of bed thanks to  friend who called me this morning.   God was calling me out through her.  :)  My house was a MESS.  Who can function let alone SCHOOL in a messy house?  I was running out of time, and had to choose.  Date with G, or clean house, and postpone Date with G?  Hmm. . . .  I praise the Holy Spirit for prompting me to choose My date with God over a serious OCD opportunity,ha.  Upon leaving my house a mess, and letting the dog inside, I knew I had a disaster coming on later.  hmm.  Oh well, I cannot be late! 

But I made it just a few minutes late to prayer time, aka my date with God.  MUCH needed by the way.  My spirit was dehydrated, and needed a flood of grace and joy.  What a feeling!  Anyone?  Amazing what ONE hour of time with God can do.  REFRESHING.  The best part was getting to talk to my sister in law about what has been on my heart lately, afterwards.  It's like a confirmation, where I can hear God telling me I did the right thing today.  To stop the "everyday" and take a "time-out"  to recuperate in order to go on again. 

Another note:  I was able to go to the Anawim House of Prayer.  SUCH a wonderful, quiet place to pray, and pray in fellowship.  The readings spoke to me, at such a time of need, nonetheless, and I was filled with joy.  What a relief, and liberation.  You know how the bondage feeling feels, right?  UCK.  Yes.  For that to melt away, it is ever so refreshing.  I had many a revelations between last night and today, and thank the Holy Spirit for that.  

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Invoking the Holy Spirit in a time of Anger

So, for anyone like me, who may happen to have something of a temper. . . . This aught to be a good one.   What the HECK do you do when you are sooooooo ANGRY, and you KNOW you should be asking God to help in your present time of need, and like a stubborn child (oh!) you just dont want to, because you WANT to be ANGRY because it just feels so good!?!?  Well. . . .
Over the last couple of days, I have had some issues brewing a little, and today, yep, you guessed it, the teapot hit its siren of a noise. (shakes head).  Yep.  I know that I am not the only one who goes through this, and dont pretend you dont either.  Take a deep breath, and count to. . . . . . . 1, 000?  (that aught to be a long enough time for me, wouldn' t you say?)  sigh. 

I have come to notice that even in a time where I KNOW I am slipping away from my "holi-pad" of safety, or my "holi-bubble", or my holi-"nest", rather. . . giving into the temptations that surround me literally (why did it have to be SUNDAY?)  that time seems to stop.  It's like the cartoons that have the devil on one shoulder, and the sweet, patient, loving angel that does NOT want to get out for revenge, on the other.  WELL.  Ain't that just your luck?   At that moment, I hear the Lord reminding me to SLOOOOOOW down.  (What?  NOW?)  Yes.  He tells me I can choose.  And that He knows if I ask, and take the time to pray for a minute. . . . (just do it, right?)  That I will choose rightly.  BUT, as soon as the Holy Spirit speaks, the Other One comes right at it.  Right?  Telling me NOT to think about it right now, but you can say your sorry later, and just let it out. . . .you know you need to let it out, BBEEEEE angry, and let go.  (crap.  Grrr!)  Here, it comes, "just get what you want out, and do what you want to do-NOW."  ( I hate that temptation!)  Right at the time when I have made things right, and he wants to mess it up again!!!!  How quick we are to let the sabotager RIGHT back in.  I wouldnt dare let someone in my house who would ransack it (um, kids dont count in this one, haha), so why can we sometimes let the one most important thing become jeopardized by letting the SAME destructor IN-time and time again?!!?  Into our SOUL?  I believe the most damage that can happen there, is reflected on the outside. 

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Ok, so we are on a Mission from God, right?

Yes, we are.  Even if you aren't a Christian, or even if you have been cradled in the care of parents who have a love for God, we are all on a mission.  Do you know what it is?  Your mission?  Exactly?  Probably not.  Some of us may not even have a C-L-U-E.  But we are.  Every breath that we take, every blink of our eye, every bit of the outside world that we see, and soak in as a beauty, appreciation, whatever. . . .  We have a calling from our Creator to do good in His name for the Glory of God, and to bring happiness and His Fulfilling Joy into the lives of all people.  As a homeschooling mom with six children, leaving a fascinating job to do all these things, I see now, that God provides, expecting us to leave everything, and follow His Provision, following Him.  Just beginning this outreach, and to other moms who may be looking for a chance to breathe "out of the norm", of everyday life, of course, I am asking too, that you will keep all of us who are trying to stay on a path of Holy Motherhood, in your prayers.  For Mothers are the makings of tomorrows Soldiers.  Is it so important.