I realized what a laid back, unstrict schedule, day by day outlook I have. My kids are learning, but I feel I should be doing more and more and more until I have driven myself nuts over the idea. I need saving from myself! Definaltely hormonal. So, I need my dearest friends to encourage me. The thought of, (and yes, mothers of multiple children I KNOW feel this way sometimes!) adding another child to the family in September, and beginning a first grader and fifth grader in the same year is very much perplexing my ability to think clearly, and making my head spin. I really feel I am under-educated in this area, so I need friends to pitch in and tell me how it goes! I realized that too, I am not as creative in this area as I once thought. I am baffled by the ideas so many other moms have! How on EARTH do they come up with these ideas?!
A mom new to the homeschooling realm told me I was like an "expert" in her eyes, and I just had to laugh. I am so not. Wellllll, at a moment of concern, I must turn to the Lord, and ask Him to guide me. I honestly have been freaked out before, (this is only my second year), and everything has always been ok. So I really dont know why I am even worried. Hmmmmm..... moms?
